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Harriel Thai
19 this year
15.09.1995
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Sunday, 2 March 2014, 07:17
can't be bothered about my profile area.
I tried many ways to crop it to fit into the box perfectly.
But i guess i am unable to make it perfect.
Din't blog for years and i practically forgot how to make it fit perfectly.
well, i swear i din't blog for a long time. & i don't have the intention actually.
But i am too lazy to write a diary so i decided to just re-make my blog
and type everything inside instead of writing.
so, here we go...
I have never think for others that much in the past.
Let alone is right now.
I find myself too selfish to even care about others that much.
& having a really bad temper recently.
I will start throwing my temper the moment i know i am unable
to get what i want.
That's when problems start coming in.
& i hate myself for that.
Why can't i just control my bloody temper?
This question have been coming into my bloody mind for several times.
But it seems like this question is never solve.
A family which used to be happy, now it is broken up into tiny pieces.
Can those tiny pieces form back into one big piece? No.
& it can never be.
I once wish for a happy family, with totally no ups & downs.
Just always happy. Like fairy tale.
I'm too naive. Like a 3 year old kid. Believing that there are santa claus,
believing that there is a tooth fairy.
Believing that there will always be happy ending.
In this world, it can never happen.
A family, which was once so strong, now weakens...